Monday, September 21, 2009

I am a Mommy!

I have never felt this loved before. It's a different kind of love. Of course, there is the undying love and affection that my husband, TK, will always give me. But, this is a different one. Beau loves me more than anything. And I can feel his love every second. It's amazing. He would rather me hold him, me feed him, me put him to sleep, me bathe him, "me" do everything. Of course this gets very tiring, but at the same time, I wouldn't have it any other way. It may be selfish of me to think like this, but who cares. I am a first time mommy and I am enjoying every minute of this love as much as possible. I know the day will come when my little love bug is a teenager and I have no idea what he will be like then...so I think I will just soak up as much as I can right now!

6 comments:

  1. Yes just soak it up because they grow up way too fast!!! You use to want me to do everything too and now look at you!! (Miss INDEPENDANT) love you and beau and TK Hugs and kisses all around.

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  2. I am with ya! I LOVE the baby stage...all they want it YOU! I loved it so so much! I miss it! Don't get my wrong...I like this stage too..it's just harder. From what I hear..it just get's harder and harder. I'm so glad that your loving it! Who wouldn't right?! I'm thinking about you always! Give kisses to Beau for me! Love ya Steves.

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  3. Oh yay! I've always pictured you being the best mother ever!! Wish I could see it live in action!!! :) I'm so glad you & Beau are having this time and these experiences together. They'll stay w/ you forever. Just remember them during the hard hours! Love you!

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  4. I am glad that you are able to soak up everything.

    Seriously.

    I love you.

    Jamee
    xoxo

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  5. Stevie, someday you will wish he could feel the unconditional love you have for him. You might have to stand by and just pray for him, but he will be a man of God. I've seen it. All the dreams and visions I had about you and your family are coming true before my eyes. Keep up the good work. I love watching his videos and just laughing out loud at him.

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  6. Had to get my Mighty Beau fix today. I just look at him and smile.

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