I think I should change the name of this blog to "Beau's Blog" cause that is all I ever post about. I have no desire to talk about anything else.

Beau loves his new hat. In case you can't tell, it's a shark. I am glad he likes it. I know some kids hate to have things on their heads. So, yea, I am glad he will wear a hat. He has a sun hat too, that he just takes off as soon as I put it on. That's how I know he likes this one cause he leaves it on. It's the most adorable thing I have ever seen. Loves it!

His personality is really starting to come out. He does really well just entertaining himself (most of the time). He talks to his toys and to himself and to me. And he is just usually a happy kid. There is a fiesty side too, though. Nobody's perfect:) Yesterday, he was hungry and just mad and he was sitting on my lap. He looked up at me and grabbed a fist full of my face with his nails and then smacked me. It was the first time he acted out this way. And I am sure it won't be the last. Of course, I gave him a talkin to, but at 8 months of age what does that really do? I actually thought it was kind of funny, his little angry face and that attitude! I will just never let him know when I laugh at things like that:)

Oh I almost forgot! One more freakin hilarious thing. Doesn't matter what we are doing or how upset Beau might be, whenever a certain commercial comes on he ALWAYS stops to watch. What's funny is what the commercial is. It's any progressive car insurance commercial that has the progressive girl Flo in it. He hears her talk and always looks. He has some kind of crush on her or how she sounds. So funny. Seriously he looks every time, even when he is fussin, he stops to watch it. Gotta love that Flo!

Good News/Kinda

We are all sick. I threw up and had bad guts all night and part of the day and my mother and father-in-law have been sick also. This is good news/kinda because this means Beau has had some kind of bug that just lasted forever since his immune system isn't strong yet. So it kinda sucks that we are all sick, but it sure is nice to have some good news about Beau's "sickness".

Beau Update

Beau is still throwing up but only like once a day usually at night before bed. This is a huge improvment. (Of course, this progress came after the blessing.) His attitude is fantastic. I have been blessed with a happy wonderful baby. He has even smiled at me before while he is throwing up. He makes it alot easier than it could be. Still don't know what is wrong and I may never know. And at this point I don't know if I even care. As long as he continues to do better then that's all that matters to me.

I've had a headache for about 5 days or so, not a migraine, thank goodness. I figured out it's due to stress cause when Beau is doing good I don't really have one and then as soon as things go south, there it is. I am doing the best I can and trying not to feel depressed. Thank you to all of you that have been encourageing to me and praying for my family.

A Rough Week

Beau threw up last Tuesday evening right before bed. Then he threw up the next day, Wed, all day no matter what he ate. He has thrown up every day since. And this is not spit up, it is the projectile vomit. He hasn't had any formula this whole time cause it only makes him worse. He has always been on soy formula but it hasn't made any difference. We have been to the doctor twice during this last week and he is now on an antibiotic cause we didn't know what else to try. He has lost some weight. And his mommy is getting very upset and a little depressed. I don't know what to do. He isn't teething, and from what I have been told, he shouldn't throw up when he does. Tk and his dad gave him a blessing last night and he has held his juice down all night and so far this morning. I gave him 3 ounces of watered down soy formula and that hasn't come up yet either. But he usually eats 8 ounces in a sitting. Has anyone been through anything like this before? I hope he is getting better now, I know the blessing will help, but I have no idea what caused all this. It's been pretty frustrating. I feel so bad for him. He is always hungry cause the juice and gatorade is never really satisfying and it has been 7 days! I don't know what to do. It's been a pretty hard week. I have hope since he held down everthing since last night. And I definately have faith in blessings. Again, can anyone relate in any way? It would help to hear anything.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

March 3rd is my birthday! I will be 25! Those numbers look so old to me! It's weird, but exciting. It's made me reflect on a few things. Like how good my life is right now. I have a hard working, loving husband and an adorably perfect 7 month old baby boy. That's all I have ever really wanted is to be a mom and to have a happy marriage. I am so lucky to have these things. I wouldn't change a thing. Well, except maybe a home of our own. Some day soon hopefully. Other than that, every thing feels just right.

I am gonna get my hair done Saturday for my birthday and all of TK's family is coming over that evening for a little bday party. I asked TK to take me to Alice in Wonderland this Friday night. I am so excited. I have always loved Alice in Wonderland and this new Tim Burton version is when Alice is 19 and going back to Wonderland for the 2nd time. So it will be a new story and a little crazy since it's Tim Burton. I love it love it love it!!! I just wish Beau was old enough to come too. Oh well, he will be before long. Me and TK need a date anyway. I think we have gone on 1 since buggy was born. So I think it's probably time we did again! :) I am so addicted to my child that I just have no desire to ever not be with him. I never get sick of him or feel like I need a break or anything like that. I mean, don't get me wrong, it can be exhausting at times, but worth every second when he is constantly doing something funny or new! I just love being his mom. I really am lucky to have a baby boy and husband that are all mine!