Thursday, April 15, 2010

YUCK

I have never been good at exercise. And I am at my heaviest in my life right now. It's weird at how badly I want to lose weight, but never get up and start to work out. Then I beat myself up for it. Has anyone been in my shoes? Can anyone give me ideas, advice, or encouragement? I would also love some eating ideas. Like good healthy recipes. And good snacks. I snack alot. I just can't continue on like this or before you know it, I'll be big enough for the Biggest Loser! I mean that's how it happens. You just let go and you don't realize how much you are gaining and then you can't explain how it got that bad. I may not be big to some, but for me this is big. Like I said, I am at my heaviest to date. I'll even post a recent pic. That's how I realized I was getting bigger than I wanted to be. You think you look one way and then you see a picture and you're like "REALLY? There must be something wrong with this camera!" Oh my. I just don't know where to start. But I know I need to start or it will just get harder and harder. I had noticed I had gained a little bit and then I got pregnant and just figured I could eat whatever cause I was pregnant. I found out the hard way that you shouldn't do that. I thought I would have Beau and go back to what I was before and then only have like 10-15 pounds to lose. Boy was I wrong! I feel a little better being able to come on here and vent, which I should probably do from now on cause I am sure TK is tired of hearing it. Oh, what a world!


Whoo Hoo!

Beau got his first ride on the tractor with his poppa the other day. He isn't smiling but I know he had a blast. He is just too busy checking out everything and trying to figure out what's happening to smile. It was so cute to watch. I think poppa mighta had more fun than Buggy :)







Thursday, April 8, 2010

The Sleeping Adventures of Beau Berger












Sorry you can't click on any of these pics and make them larger. I took them with my phone, and so they won't get bigger. I am trying to remember to use the camera instead. Sorry:(



Oh How I Love My Boys

Beau LOVES his daddy. As he should. If he hears a door creak or someone coming down the stairs, he frantically looks all over until he spots his daddy, and then gives the biggest smile ever. It melts my heart over and over again. It doesn't have to be when TK comes home from a long day at work either. Sometimes it's just when TK goes upstairs for something and then comes back down...Beau gets so excited all over again as if he has been gone for hours. I love it. Beau only does this with his daddy, well and his mommy, of course. Anyways, it just tickles me thinking about it.
So, Beau and TK had a daddy and son outing the other day. To Sportsmans Warehouse, of course. And Beau got to ride in the shopping cart like a big boy for the first time. TK took a picture on his phone and sent it to me. I just giggled at how much fun it looked like he was having. His feet are always a blur cause he is kicking them so fast due to so much excitment:) They didn't stay too long, due to Beau's sleepiness. It's kinda hard to fall asleep when your not in your carrier. But that's part of being a big boy, I guess. Oh how I love my boys.